Lasto Beth Nin (Hear My Voice)

Wednesday, July 16, 2003


10:46 AM
Hey guys I kina fogot to tell ya, I got me a Live Journal, its at:

www.livejornal.com/~_let_it_rain_

I may continue to write in here, but mostly in my LJ. ^^

Monday, May 19, 2003


3:43 PM
Emily's Top 10 EyeCandy Of May
Elijah Wood

Orlando Bloom

Dom Mongahan


~More to come~

Now tell me why anyone remotely in reach to us like them in any way is eather gay or taken. ><


9:15 AM
Lonely Dreamer
Lonely Dreamer


Are YOU Ready For A Relationship? **with pictures**
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Tuesday, May 13, 2003


9:33 PM
Actually, all my hw is done..*shock shock surprise surprise!*
1. Name: Emily
2. Birthday: May 12th~Yesterday!!
3. Zodiac: Taurus
4. Nationality: irish, english, scottish, welsh...etc ^^
5. What time is it: 9:31
6. Are you sensitive: it depends on my mood.

-------Person Who last------
7. Called you: Katie
8. Slept in your bed: a cats sleeping now i think
9. Saw you cry: i usully dont cry infront of ppl..
10. Made you cry: :X
11.What happened to Question eleven?: its wearing the invisiblity cloak
12. You shared a drink with: my mom i think
13. Major crushes: major secrets ^^
14. Slept with last: my cat
15. Yelled at you: regina for "begging" for food
16. Sent you mail: Real Mail? ahah wow i dont really remember

-------Have you ever-----
17. Taken a picture of yourself with a milk moustache and sent it to the milk people: ahha no, sounds like fun tho
18. Said "I love you" and meant it: to family...
19. Gotten into a fight with your Dog/Cat etc.: ahah yeah, my cats get fiesty with me.. i get mad ahah
20. Favorite thing to do on weekends: hang with friends, snack, shop and watch tv ^^
21. Favorite School Subject: Colege Lit
22. Herbology: coool! i want it so bad!
23. Potions: ewww for snape!
24. Transfiguration: sounnds fun!
25. Divination: "unstable branches of magic" ehehe
26. Is there anymore I forgot: Astrology, Muggle Studys, Runes, Charms, Defence against the dark arts!? helloooo
27. Danced Naked: not lately.. ahah jkjkjk
28. Had a dream about something really crazy, then it happens the next day? not crazy, but yeah
29. Stalked someone: no
30. Had a mud bath: nope
31. Wished you were the opposite sex: not really
33. What time is it now: 9:48
34. Apples or bananas: apples (thinks of merry always eating apples)
35. Blue or red: blue!
36. Grey or orange: Grey (rain ^^)
37. Hogsmeade or Diagon Alley: hmm hard call.. id say Hogsmade
38. Spring or Fall: spring
39. Love or hate: love
40. What are you gonna do after you finish this: read and sleep
41. What was the last meal you ate: hot pocket
42. Animagus or Marauder: Marauder! Moony Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs!
43. Are you bored: not really, thats y im doin this
44. How many friends you have: about 10 close friends, 30 plus aquaintances i wave to every day
45. Last duel you saw: becca and myself with our sabers
46. Last noise you heard: Music
47. Last smell you sniffed: my snot.. ahah jkjkjk im so stuffy right now *sniffle*

------About your friends------
48. Laughs the weirdest: ahah regina!!! *the holding breath till u where away from the guy... lol!!*
49. Going to have the most kids: hm..not too sure.. we dont seem like good moms.. aha
50. Who have you known the longest: Rhea
51. Loudest: Katie and regina!
52. Is the quietest: Katie Waddell and Becca
54. Who is the funniest: were all funny.. on our good days
55. Who is the moodiest: oh dear.. not gonna get into that
56. Biggest pimp: dont know.... dont wanna know for that matter....
57. Good looking: well ok lets see: reginas got nice hair, beccas got nice little nose (lol), beachys got cool minto choco chip eyes, kaie wong has cool hair, marys got a cook over all face shape (asian osmosis), katie waddell has really rpetty hair if u do somethin with it :P, Polina and Rhea are tall (><) matts got nice eyes, for corse with the color changeing thing, anns got nice legs of corse, cuz she runs all the time.. dru has the best figure ^^ and i love u all so very much!
58. Who can you tell most of your secrets to: anna ^^ cuz she is like, gods gold statue o something, if she belived in it shed be first in heven.
59. Who do you usually go to about all of your problems: anna, but shes usally.. really busy ><
60. Wished someone was dead: ahah not today..
61. Last time you had sex: *shows of "proud to b a vergin" button* ahah 0:D
62. The last time you had a dis-agreement with someone: m.. not too sure iof ud call it a disagreement
63. What happened to Question 64?: the real question is what happened to number 63?
64. Do you have a crush on someone: uve already tried it..
65. Do they know: ...
66. Do you have a bf/gf: nope....

------EXTRAS-----
67. What do you think of slugs and other bugs? *while banana slug song goes on*.. i dont like them.. they creep me out..
68. What book are you reading now: oh dear.. what am i not reading?
69. Nicknames: Em, Ems, Emilicious, Emilio, Shmemy, Emi (sometimes Emmy), Chica
70. Hair Color: brown
71. Height: 5'3"
72. Pets: 3
73. Siblings: 2 half bros
74. Been so drunk you blacked out: nope
75. Taken any illegal substances: nope
76. Gone out in public in your pajamas: yuppers
77. Missed school b/c it was raining: nope (thinks of raiy days in the courtyard ahah good times ^^)
78. Set any body part on fire for amusement: ahahha thats great...
79. Kept a secret from everyone: yeah

Mood: tired, back ache, *always day dreamy later at night..sighh*
Song: This Is WHat Deans Are Made Of (the ballad)- Paolo and Isabella (Lizzie McGuire Sound Track)

Sunday, May 11, 2003


7:35 PM
Another way to procrastinate...
Do you]
take a shower everyday?: yes. i mist have my hair soft and clean everyday ^^
Have a (any) crush(es)?: not that u know of ^^ ehe jk
Do you think you've been in love?: nope..
Want to go to college?: yes, ever so much.
Want to get married: probobly
Type with your fingers on the right keys?: basicly
Believe in yourself?: yes
Believe in God?: yes
Get motion sickness?: sometimes
Think you're a health freak?: most days i try to dirnk ltos of water and eat good food

[The future]
Age you hope to be married: late 20's earlt 30's
Number and Names of Children: *thinks about the pain...* mm maybe 1.. or twins.. and elijah s always up there in names ^^
Where do you see yourself at age 25?: *crosses fingers* on stage
Describe your Dream Wedding: An open spot in the woods.. where flowers and springs are plentiful!
How do you want to die?: death by chocolate! aha jkjkjk i would want to know ahead of time and for it to be painless
What do you want to be when you grow up?: a star. ehe
What country would you most like to visit?: Ireland!

[Other]
When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?: i dunno.. my real cat and my stuffed cat trade places alot thruout the night
How many rings until you answer the phone?: however long it takes me to get there
What's on your mouse pad?: no mouse pad
How many houses have you lived in?: (currently live in 2) 4-5 all togethr
What was the best time of your life so far?: during and after cutain call of fridays muical
Favorite Celebrity: Elijah *^_^*
Thought: i wish my hw was done..and my sweet 16 is tomorrow!
do you type really fast?: i can o an average of 90 WPM
does it annoy people who are around you (like in the library)?: not really..
do you/did you like high school?: yes
how old are you?: 15 and 354 days!
do you know anyone who has the same birthday as you?: Joshua Jackson i think (some guy on dawsons creek)
favorite pen color: blue!
what word do you constantly misspell when typing?: pshh what dont i spell wrong?
do you have trees in your yard?: yes
name one comedian that everyone thinks is funny but you absolutely cannot stand: hm i can think of one
name one director you hate and tell why: dont have one...
do you like tim burton?: >< i fergot what who he was
what annoys you more than anything?: homework ><
tell me about the weirdest pair of socks you own: there electricl blue and dark blue striped with a fat cat at the top
if you woke up tomorrow morning as the opposite sex, what would you do first?: i wouldnt have to do my hair! i would prolly go shoppin (lol erin)
did you read fear street books?: oh!! i remember them!
how about sweet valley high?: i know em, but i never read em
babysitter's club? the boxcar children?: babysitters club, like 4 and boxcar children, no
goosebumps?: ahah i wasnt a reader back in the day.. i read th amercan girls!
favorite show on nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good): the old All That before t sucked
did you watch are you afraid of the dark?: ahhh! yes! there here some really cool ones.. and some ones that didnt even match to the Blair Thumb
did zeebo the clown scare you?: no... clowns dont scare me.. and he was dumb to..
where do you vacation every summer?: if we have money.. Busch Gardens/Water Country USA
do you like the beach?: not really, id rather swim in a pool
do you tan or burn easily?: burn >< then it turns to a tan
do you make up your own words and lingo?: so bad.. like everyday!
do you eat lots of tv dinners?: i used to every single night... and prolly still hvae the ocasional
favorite hot pocket flavor: mmmm best ever! Meatball and Motzerella
if you could make one celebrity magically disappear, who would it be?: Eminem..
do people like you?: i guess..?
what do you think it is that makes the "popular" people popular?: that they have money and can buy a new pair of jeans every day and the really expensive face wash that makes there faces clear as anything
what do you wear the most: tee shirts
are you using a pc or mac?: pc
do you like chunky peanut butter?: depends on my mood.
what amazes you about the opposite sex?: well by amazes u mean confuses, id say how they can be immature guys sometimes (aha regina, the pam thing with matt... lol) but amazes as in a good thing.. is how some of them cn be so caring, and how there hair can stay like that without gel
are you in love with anyone?: not that i know of
do you like anyone?: *ill never tellll* eeh jk
if so, who: [see above]
why do you like them/why are you in love with them?: sigh...
favorite cereal: Cinnimon Toast Crunch!!
name a movie that makes you cry: A Walk to Remember, Pearl Harbor, Tuck Everlasting
what's something you like about the opposite sex, physically, that your friends think is odd?: eyes *mmmm* *_*
is it true that only the good die young?: not really, cuz i know a few good ppl that are... past their prime lets say..^_~
if so, are you going to live forever or die soon?: die soon >< but i dont belive it.. so go away!
do you live for today?: i try to.. but when uve got a school sched. there not much to live for outside them tall brick walls for now
how fast can you run?: i can ru fast for like a min.. then i slow down
favorite band from the 60's/70's: BEATLES!! yay!
have any of your friends had kids as teenagers?: nope
did they finish high school?: nope..well.. according to my last answer
favorite 80's television show: as mydad would say *no matter what the time period we wpuld be talking about* i dunno, iwas very young at the time ^^
were you even born in the 80's?: yes
what year?: 1987
have you ever taught a little kid a curse word?: nope i dont even curse :X
if so which one was it?: :X
do you think little boys are horrendously ill behaved?: on sugar, yes.. asleep. no ^^
have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?: not that i can remember..
name a villain in a movie that scared you when you were a kid: Nemos Adventure.. or nightmare.. or something.. that movie scared me so bad ><
have you seen the original Friday the thirteenth?: nope
the original chucky?: aha no it looks dumb.. i mean..come on.. the things a foot and a half tall.. step on it or soemthing.. mail it to some unknown country
the original halloween?: nope
what's your favorite channel?: nick and disney >< shut up!
what do you say when you stub your toe off of the corner of the coffee table?: sugarbob
what's the highest thing you've ever jumped off of and landed unharmed?: my ankels are so bad, I cant just off anywhere with out injuring myself in some form or fashon. (were ankle twins erin!)
does it snow where you live?: yep
if yes, do you go sled riding?: yeah! ahah remeber the kaie insident with the prickle bush? ah good times
have you ever used anything weird, like a frisbee or a trashcan lid, for a sled?: yeah.. trash can lids dont work that well
how many people do you know who were born in November?: a good few
what month has the most people you know born in it?: May yay!
do holidays make you festive?: yes! i am a very festive person
magazines you subscribe to: none.. i buy them off the rack
do you read the supermarket tabloids?: nope
have you ever smashed somebody's halloween pumpkin?: nope
ever had yours smashed?: nope
do you celebrate christmas?: yes
if not, do you still watch "how the grinch stole christmas" when it comes on television?: yes! and rudolph!.
do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money?: no i didnt see it tho.. so.
ever had a hot teacher?: no.. and i dont crush on teachers.. *ahem.. mary ^^*
if yes, did you flirt with him/her?: nope
how do you treat people you are attracted to?: The same as everyone else
what do you want for your birthday this year?: see wish list way down near the middle of my blog
have you ever egged somebody's house?: nope
has someone ever egged yours?: nope
do we all go a little mad sometimes?: mad as ni insane.. yes
what pisses you off more than anything in the world?: not understanding or accepting other ppls thoughts or beings
do you still go trick or treating?: yes *sugar!*
do you believe in santa claus?: nope
have you ever worked in a supermarket?: nope
how about a restaurant?: nope
if yes, do you agree with me when i say that those are the two worst establishments to work in?:
what color is your bedspread?: stars and moons
do your eyes change colors?: nope.. but i know ppls who can lol
do you believe that we walked on the moon?: yeah.. thats a dumb question..
what's your opinion of the u.s. retaliation in afghanistan?: cant we all just get along?
do you live by yourself?: nope i live with my mommy
have you ever gotten a computer virus?: prolly
if so, what was it and how did you get rid of it?: i dunno
describe your junior high/middle school gym teacher: like i only had one? i had atleast 6 or 7..
how do you react when someone is talking to you --up in your face-- and they have really bad breath?: umm..i back away a tad cuz id be clostephobic
what was your first date like?: havent really had a reall bf.. so therefore, avent had a real date
did you go/are you going to the prom?: yes i will go.. with friends *looks down...*
if you've already gone, was it good or bad? explain why: havent gone
do you get uneasy when you see a person of a different color than you walking down the same street as you in the middle of the night?: No
are you a vegetarian?: no
how about vegan?: no

aw.. that ended really aburptly.. no "what r u gonna do now that ur done" questions.. thats a let down..
Mood: *daydreamy..*, yay for my bday! and tired of doing hw w/o starting
Song: the birds outside

Tuesday, May 06, 2003


6:05 PM
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test


3:21 PM
at the bordome level of no return
.: Basics : .
[ .001. ] first name: Emily
[ .002. ] middle name: Jean
[ .003. ] last name: Ellison
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Emilio, Ems, Em, Emilicious, Emi (not Emmy)
[ .005. ] gender: f
[ .006. ] age: 15 and 359 days
[ .007. ] birthday: May 12th~ 6 days!
[ .008. ] height: 5' 3"
[ .009. ] hair color: brown
[ .010. ] eye color: blue
[ .011. ] race: caucasian
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: neither
[ .013. ] do you have braces: no
[ .014. ] how long is your hair: medium-long
[ .015. ] where were you born: shady grove hosp.
[ .016. ] current location: MD
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: taurus
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 1.5.. i know like.. spanish (well if u also count evish.. aha)
[ .019. ] nationality: like Irish.. but mainly american
[ .020. ] bad habits: biteing my nails and procrastinaton
[ .021. ] piercings you have: 2
[ .022. ] piercings you want: 2
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: 0
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: maybe some music notes near my ankel or something
[ .025. ] today's date: May 6th 2003
[ .026. ] the time: 3:41
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: sure?!


. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: Barbara
[ .029. ] father's name: Bob
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: kinda.. Debbie. but my dad and her arnt married so shes not really my step-mom
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Mike and Joe
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): [none]
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: no faves
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: no faves
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: no favs.
[ .036. ] worst relative: no worst
[ .037. ] best relative: my dad
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: my dad...
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?: my dad ahah (last 3 answers)



. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: cats




. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: yes.. even tho i just sad was still in school..?
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: 3.28 or something
[ .046. ] favorite grade: hmm next year is gonna be awsome
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 7th.. i failed prealgebra *sob*
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Ms Asofsky (college lit).. or Ms. Watson (7th grade english)
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mr Allen!!! ugh! he alked like ben stien and he was so lazy!
[ .050. ] favorite subject: english
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: >< spanish is annyoing... but i hate tech ed!!!
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bring/ buy fro vending machines
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: nope
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: showchior, colorgaurd and the musical
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: haha no.. im the normal shmo
[ .056. ] favorite dance: my ho dance! ahaha jk *we dance*
[ .057. ] favorite memory: opening night of my first musical
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: we dance was slighly anoying.. but i didnt like standing there for Rain
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: i dunno
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: im always beign tupid.. we hvae to laugh at ourslves all the time ^^


. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 3
[ .062. ] clothing brand: walmart! aha jk whetevers comfy
[ .063. ] shoes: the ones im wearing *sketchers*
[ .064. ] saying: are you gonna be ok? and i ot jimmies
[ .065. ] tv show: lizzie mcguire and friends
[ .066. ] sport: 2 watch: ice skating and football
[ .067. ] vegetable: potatoes (thats the irish in me) and broccoli
[ .068. ] fruit: bananas or apples
[ .069. ] movie: LOTR!!
[ .070. ] magazine: YM o Twist
[ .071. ] actor: o geeze.. id prolly sayt Elijah if i could onl pick one (i love orli dom and billy too!)
[ .072. ] actress: Jennifer Aniston
[ .073. ] candy: starbursts
[ .074. ] gum: Spearment
[ .075. ] scent: soap
[ .076. ] candy bar: twix, milkyways
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: moose tracks
[ .078. ] color: blue
[ .079. ] season: spring
[ .080. ] holiday: xmas!
[ .081. ] band: Simple Plan, GC, NFG
[ .082. ] singer: Chester Bennington from linkin park! ahh go regina! and the chick frmo evanecens
[ .083. ] group: as in ppl who dont play instruementS? like Nsync?
[ .084. ] rapper: none
[ .085. ] type of music: anything but rapper
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my bed, lotr, books, clothes, lotr, more books, a cat or 2
[ .087. ] place to be: in the rain *the pavement shines like silver*
[ .088. ] radio station: 99.5, 107.3 or 104.1
[ .089. ] tv channel: Disney and Nick.. yeah shut it.
[ .090. ] junk food: chips! ^^;;
[ .091. ] overall food: potatoes! pasta! ooh so much good fooood
[ .092. ] store: borders!
[ .093. ] shoe brand: sketchers
[ .094. ] fast food: McyDees or BK
[ .095. ] restaurant: Applebees!
[ .096. ] shape: clouds!
[ .097. ] time of day: morning
[ .098. ] country: Ireland and of corse he USA
[ .099. ] state: md! seriously, soeone has like it here!
[ .100. ] boys name: Eljah! ^^
[ .101. ] girls name: Eryn or something celic
[ .102. ] mall: lakforest
[ .103. ] video game: Mario Kart!!
[ .104. ] shampoo: like everyhting.. aha Suave, Pantine ProV, the fancey french one thatstarts with a G
[ .105. ] board game: clue!!
[ .106. ] computer game: DOOM ahh best ever!!
[ .107. ] car: intrepid
[ .108. ] music video: Bye Bye Bye- Nsync.. hey.. its good!
[ .109. ] swear word: 0:D i dont curse**
[ .110. ] word: sugarbob
[ .111. ] month: may!
[ .112. ] cartoon character: GIR
[ .113. ] scary movie: well..the ring even tho i didnt get to finish watching it
[ .114. ] team: NWCG!
[ .115. ] possession: a poem wrtten by my dad and a music he gave me when i was little



. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :
[ .116. ] eminem: he haes Nsync.
[ .117. ] dog: not as goo as cats ^^
[ .118. ] hot: dogs.. eww..
[ .119. ] britney spears: small, tight clothes.. also.. eww but good songs
[ .120. ] nsync: yay!
[ .121. ] real world: reruns...
[ .122. ] orange: bad flavor ><
[ .123. ] choice: pro choice and pro life
[ .124. ] fuck: *gasp*
[ .125. ] bisexual: shane from road rules
[ .126. ] black: trench coat kid
[ .127. ] icq: sure?!
[.128. ] insane clown posse: some rock band..
[ .129. ] linkin park: red dragonfly army guy
[ .130. ] jack: from Boy Meets World
[ .131. ] rainbow: rain
[ .132. ] cherry: wipped cream
[ .133. ] cucumber: melon
[ .134. ] shark: finding nemo
[ .135. ] lifehouse: easiet base line ever
[ .136. ] bat: robin (who is so way cooler)
[ .137. ] leather: vegitarians
[ .138. ] whip: cream!
[ .139. ] america: red white and blue and the WTC *peace sign*
[ .140. ] water: aqwe, godess of water
[ .141. ] volcano: where all the evil vlillans live



. : This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: poprock ^^
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock.
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: j.lo played Selena*sniff* great movie. id say j.lo
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: meh..
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: rob zombie
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: both
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: GG!!
[ .165. ] football or basketball: football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter yay for ice kating!
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: white
[ .170. ] orange or red: red.
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green.
[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: i avhent heard enuf of either to pick one over the other
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol~pina coladas!
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell.
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen.
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby?
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: dbz so bad!!
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars.
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk.. preps just scare me... well.. punks do to..but punks make better friends.. ahah
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore! aha thats me and my dance!



. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: no
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes.family and stuf
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: nope
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: none
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: no one yet
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: none that i know of
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: love is the most beautiful and pure emotion created- i dunno who said it
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: dont have one
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: dont have one
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: -_-
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes.. but not postable
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: -_-
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: prolly just cuz like *ur my friend and u just gave me somehing yay!* aha
[ .202. ] are you still friends: yeah
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: never!
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: nooooo
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nooo
[ .206. ] how about a little x: nopes
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no, no, no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: beer? smells bad.. and makes u fat *lol regina*
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: i dont drink 0:D
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: not sure
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: water! "would u choose water over wine"
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: don't smoke
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes! and darn proud of it!
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: never



. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] bungee jump: id be so scared, but prolly
[ .216. ] sky dive: yeah
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: so bad!!
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yeah
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: prolly
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: umm?
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no!
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no thas so low..
[ .223. ] cross-dress: yeah?.. id wear boy pants any day
[ .224. ] lie to the police: ahah no
[ .225. ] run from the police: ahahahaha. no not that either
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: who hasn't? siriously regina!
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: prolly not *vergin lips too 0:D*
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: HAHA I WAS!.. for the musical! butt dancer!
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: if someone else pays for me ^^
[ .230. ] streak: not even



. : Your friends : .
[ .231. ] best friend: rhea
[ .232. ] known longest: rhea!
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: rhea!!
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: rhea!!!
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: (rhea!!!! aha jk) prolly about 30 i wave to or say hi to every day
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: haha.. thats mean.. but seva!!
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: anna and rhea!
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level: no one..
[ .239. ] craziest: ahah all of us.. but regina was pretty close tpo being in the top spot today
[ .240. ] loudest: ahah regina!
[ .241. ] shyest: becca.. whenit comes to food. HAHAHA luv ya tho. prolly katie waddell luv ya too
[ .242. ] best hair: Hanna! i love her hair!
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: beachy
[ .244. ] best eyes: matt ^^ coolest eyes ever!
[ .245. ] best body: dru!!
[ .246. ] most athletic: anna!
[ .247. ] sex symbol: aha if u include my butt danceing HAHAHJKJK
[ .248. ] hot tempered: depends on the situation and time of month.. aha
[ .249. ] most impatient: katie aha
[ .250. ] shortest:BECCA!!! NOT ME!!! YAY!
[ .251. ] tallest: rhea.. or kyle. hmm..
[ .252. ] talented: we all our... in our own special way
[ .253. ] best singer: oh thats hard... reginas way up there ^^
[ .254. ] skinniest: not too sure
[ .255. ] nicest: hmm anna. shes so compationate all the time
[ .256. ] best personality: we all have great personalitys
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: no one.... that i know of....



. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: aha nope
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes. stupidest person ever to say that
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yep
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: nope
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: i rollerblade all the time
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope . lol jackie ehehe
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yes..0X(
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: no..
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: ive tried.. but im way to smal *need to drink more milk*
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: ahahah so bad!
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: nope
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: well if u call Billiards a bar.. its like a bar.. and a pool place
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: well not like kiss kissed.. *see above about the friend thing*
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: nope sounds fun tho
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nope
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yes! like 3 NSYNC, a BSB and the united we stand concert
[ .276. ] been to another country: nope ><
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yeah ><
[ .278. ] got pulled over: nope.. cant drive yet
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: nope
[ .280. ] broke a law: aha prolly *loitrin all the time*
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: prolly
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: nope!
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: ahah yes!! *crying on cue skills come in handy*
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nope
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyway: ahaha ... ahaha.... prolly



. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: its ok *dance stuff*
[ .288. ] about boy bands: see above *thinks the Party Possy*
[ .289. ] about flag burning: its not as serious as ppl sa it is
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: cant we all just get along!?
[ .291. ] about suicide: really sad.. and stoppable with help
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: um.. last time i checked im not u.. so suck a duck
[ .293. ] about abortion: it depends on the situation
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: good stuff (aha regina)
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hopefully in the spotlight!
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: getting out of college, unless ur anna or polina


. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] last birthday: had a deck party!
[ .298. ] yesterday: school..walked home n the rain (thankx for the jacket matt ^^) and ate snacks.
[ .299. ] last weekend: MUSICAL!!
[ .300. ] christmas: happy, warm, gingerbread cookies, pine, snow and presents for a week (winter break!)!
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: foooooood!
[ .302. ] new year's: detail run! ahaha lol!
[ .303. ] halloween: ate sugar watching rocket power!
[ .304. ] easter: i got some shoes and lots of chocolatre, listening to GC with my cousin and her friend
[ .305. ] valentine's day: i wore red.. thats about it..



. : the last : .
[ .306. ] thing you ate: jellybeans!
[ .307. ] thing you drank: water
[ .308. ] thing you wore: besides now? pjs..
[ .309. ] place you went: school
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears.. when i was 12
[ .311. ] person you saw: becca
[ .312. ] person you kissed: no one
[ .313. ] person you fucked: woah now.. *closes ears* 0:D
[ .314. ] person you talked to: dan? katie
[ .315. ] song you heard: Addicted -Simple Plan



. : Now : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: jelly bean
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: water
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: baggy blue pants, white with blue flamed tee and socks with a hole in one
[ .319. ] any shoes on: no
[ .320. ] hair: messy bun
[ .321. ] listening to: Simple Plan
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: not at this second
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: not really



. : Yes or no : .
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no! eat the cows b4 they take over!
[ .325. ] do you like cows: the ones that dont want to take over, yes
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: on af ew selected days.. but i really try not to be
[ .327. ] are you artistic: yes
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: yes
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: for like a min.. then i slow down.. liek a cheeah!
[ .330. ] can you ski: yup
[ .331. ] are you british: no i want an accent!!
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: ha no
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: naturally
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: haircuts? aha at least one
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: ewww to hot dogs!
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': no
[.337. ] are you straight: as in.. preferance..yes
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and have another physically handicap?: my brother is all of the above.. me 2 minus the handycapped
[ .340. ] are you skinny: sure
[ .341. ] are you short: yes! -_-;;
[ .342. ] are you tall: no ><
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: no!
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: where?!
[ .346. ] are you evil: no! 0:D
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no thank god aha
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: yeah.. because i know her personally and knows all the thngs she does..
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: sure?!
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: aha.. someonereally hates britney i all i gadda say..
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: not really.. but he paints wich is cool
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: sure?!
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: ... im kinda owrried at that question.. but no...
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: its got stuff from invader zim.. and its kinda cool.. but tis far and expensive



. : Random questions : .
[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: a tiger!
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: thats hard, but id say salad, since theres many a kind (taco, veggie, fruit)
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: color
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: rarely
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: unless they can read my mind.. which is then no.. cuz i hvae many a level, and think very deeply een if u dont think so :P
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: i dont like not being able to breathe.... and hate icky things like spiders and bugs.. unless they are walking sticks or praying mantises
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: yes ahah
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: no
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: no
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: eww :X
[ .366. ] can you drive: nope
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: sometimes
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: nope
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: yes aha
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: not today.. ahah jk
[ .371. ] any last words: holy crap that was long!
[ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: omg.. massage my neck! ><




Monday, May 05, 2003


4:55 PM
http://www.jerrythefrogproductions.com/TwoTowers.html

best "script" of LOTR:TTT ever!

just picure LOTR as puppets.. and the movies ony 30 min. ( depeding onhow fast ya read)


3:53 PM
Breath of fresh air
[~]ahh its raining.. sweet peaceful little rain..
[~]OK! so my sweeeet 16 is comming up on the 12th and i need ideas for my party that will be held **date and time will be withheld unless it is given to u by myslef**
[~]i was thinkin deck party or a BBQ,. but i dunno.. and remember, im poor, so the cheaper the beter ~_^
[~]if u have any ideas, plese comment them to me whenever u get the chance.THANKS
[~]for those who a curious.. or unsure of gift ides.. *anouncer voice: its timeee forrrr theee*
*croud yells:*
EMILY'S WISHLIST!
~cds: -simple plan "no pads, no helmets, just balls"
-Chicago Soundtrack
-Good Charlotte "The Young And The Hopeless"
-(Rhea knows the kinda music i like u can tlak to her bout it ~_^)
~books:-Harry Potter 1, 2 and 4 (papperbacks are cheaper ~_^)
-anything involving visual and LOTR (not the Two Towers Visual Aid, already have it)
-Card Captors Sakura 2,4,5 and 6 (manga.. note: for manga savvy people only, dont go looking for stuff ur not sure about :D)
-(to marry and anna:) if u wish, some kind of new manga (u could intorduce me to if u'd like)
~CD player @_@ but only if ur really rich and really really nice (aha jk)
~Borders/Kohls/Forever 21 gift certificates
~LOTR/Elijah/frodo posters
~A cute happy nice little bird
~Anything ceative that, if u didint put money into it (which is just peachy) some time went into it (brownie points for creative gifts!)
~cars(blue, taurus, focus or intrepid 00'-present is preferable), cell phones, precious gemsstones and famous actors are all nice too ~_^

thanks so much for caring enough to read all my greedy wishes

*real wishes*
~World Peace
~Happiness
~caring friends
"and we can all dance on a rainboww" ahah dont ask..

Mood: yay for party (and a touch of greedyness *X bad emily bad bad bad X*
Song: Addicted- Simple Plan

Wednesday, April 30, 2003


5:43 PM
blah
I feel rally not happy today..
i ate too much junk food.. and ive been listening to the same 2 songs for the past week
just need to get lost in a forest.. in the rain.. for a few hours... then ill be fine...
all i need to do tho, is red this little poem rhea put in her blog one day.. she wrote it.. and it made me cry.

My Other Half

My other half is freckled and pale
Her blue eyes see in people
Instead of thru like my own hazel
For her people are doorways not windows


My other half is short, sweet, child-like
Although she tries her best not to be
The opposite I look like but don't act


We complete each other her and I
Me the middle, her the extremes
We are complements
Complements that are seen and given
Rhea 5:45 PM


you truley are my best friend and i can always talk to you. and even tho ur in frderick, ur always in all of our old Nsync, BSB and britney songs we used t chorograph, ur in every caramel product i eat, in anything spanish i see or hear, wheever i dance, whenever i think about harry potters "sexy beans" (hehe lol) or think of anythingwe've ever done!!! ur alwas there and ull ever get rid of me!
i truly love u and im glad ur my bff!
uve made me feel better without saying anything! u rock! ehhee

Mood: yay for rhea!! *waves rheaflag!!*
Song: Fighter-Xtina (for some unknown reason, it poped in my head)


Don't Look Back

As you travel through life there are always those times when decisions just have to be made. When the choices are hard and solutions seem scarce and the rain seems to soak your parade!

There are some situations where all you can do is to simply let go and move on. Gather courage together and choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn.

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward the process of change can be tough. But think about all the excitement ahead if you can be stalwart enough!

There could be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend. And wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests as you challenge your status quo. And learn there are many options in life, and so many ways you can grow!

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen. Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds and wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring - a "somebody special" who's there. To help you stay centered and listen with interest to stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends are supportive of all that you do. And believe that whatever decisions you make, will be the right choices for you!

So keep putting one foot in front of the other and taking your life day by day. There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road. Don't look back - you're not going that way!

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About Meee
HIII My name is Emily people call me Em, Ems,Emilio,Emilicious(lol anna) umm.... I LOOOOVE LOTR! SO MUCH! Singing, acting, and dancing is my life I also really love art and writitng. If im not talking, singing, or acting, im daydeaming. ehehe I really love sports too like Soccer, Football, Volleyball, Baseball.. all that..And sometimes.. i can be really crazy.. like really wow crazy... but now is not one of those times... maybe.

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