5:43 PM blah I feel rally not happy today..
i ate too much junk food.. and ive been listening to the same 2 songs for the past week
just need to get lost in a forest.. in the rain.. for a few hours... then ill be fine...
all i need to do tho, is red this little poem rhea put in her blog one day.. she wrote it.. and it made me cry.
My Other Half
My other half is freckled and pale
Her blue eyes see in people
Instead of thru like my own hazel
For her people are doorways not windows
My other half is short, sweet, child-like
Although she tries her best not to be
The opposite I look like but don't act
We complete each other her and I
Me the middle, her the extremes
We are complements
Complements that are seen and given
Rhea 5:45 PM
you truley are my best friend and i can always talk to you. and even tho ur in frderick, ur always in all of our old Nsync, BSB and britney songs we used t chorograph, ur in every caramel product i eat, in anything spanish i see or hear, wheever i dance, whenever i think about harry potters "sexy beans" (hehe lol) or think of anythingwe've ever done!!! ur alwas there and ull ever get rid of me!
i truly love u and im glad ur my bff!
uve made me feel better without saying anything! u rock! ehhee
Mood: yay for rhea!! *waves rheaflag!!*
Song: Fighter-Xtina (for some unknown reason, it poped in my head)
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
8:33 PM meh..i dunno.. another example to show how i am a procrastinator [ x ] Spell your first name backwards - ylime!
[ x ] The story behind your blogger user name - shortcut is from LOTR!
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - nope
[ x ] Where do you live - Germantown, MD
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - daydream, passion, performance, prayer
[ x ] Wallet - i have a purse.. i should gt a wallet
[ x ] Hairbrush - its pink... and old.. ishould also get one of them to
[ x ] Toothbrush - purple... i want a new one...
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - none.. unless its my rng on a neckalse..(whch i need to buy a new one of) and i want a celtic ring
[ x ] Pillow cover - moons n' stars
[ x ] Blanket - same
[ x ] Coffee cup - *ahem* tea cup thankyou.. it depends. usually the big glass one thats like the size of a softball
[ x ] Sunglasses- i dont hvae any. its been winter..
[ x ] Underwear - low rise for my low jeans (*^_^*)
[ x ] Shoes - black and silver scketchers
[ x ] Handbag - lik.. purse? small and black with a long strap
[ x ] Favorite top - prolly my blue forever 21 shirt
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume -. soap! ^^
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Linkin Park.. and rheas Cd she let me borrow
[ x ] Tattoos - none
[ x ] Piercings - ears
[ x ] What you are wearing now - my crazy pink stripey shirt and strech jeans with pink stiching
[ x ] Hair - long, dark brown, with old fake highlights i want to get rid of
[ x ] Makeup - none... ok.. fine maybe some consealer.. sometimes...
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - carrots!
[ x ] In my head - pain.. and the fact i have hw
[ x ] Wishing - to be one with hw and that i wanna go to MD University
[ x ] After this - do hw
[ x ] Talking to - noone
[ x ] Eating - carrots
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - no no no im a good person... but those who know what i would say... know... what i would say...
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - anna.. so she can help with bio studying.. >[ x ] Is next to you - my mom.... waching tv
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - LOTR, HP, Emporers New Groove...
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - my b-day!
[ x ] The last thing you ate - besides carrots, triscuts
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - heart break
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes. if they smell good
[ x ] Do you like incense - not really
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - not really..
[ x ] Do you believe in love- yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight -yes *siiiigh.... now i feel all.. day dreamysome more*
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven -yes
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness -it really depends..
[ x ] Do you believe in God -yes
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy -so answer to the murder question..
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - tiger!
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - till 9 am
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - kinda.. maybe for like a few sec.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - penny, cuz its unique and the one that no one cares about! *i love ya pennys its ok!*
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - anywhere in ireland, london, orlando *teheee*, any nice countrysid in scotland, cant think right now
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - oh dear, alot of things.. mm id say.. that people will be people. and if people are being really stupid, u have to be stronger and compromise
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - why people get depressed or have disorders
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - my fernd erika
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - i want to do good on my 3 tests i have to take ><
Mood: tired.. I hate hw to the ulitmate max! i can't wait till college soo bad! *drifts to daydreaming mode*
Song: On MyOwn and Only Hope
Monday, April 28, 2003
9:23 PM -Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally charged. You definitely love the person you're with, and always want to know how they're feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
I Am: A dream
I Think: that anything is possible
I Know: no where enough as my elders
I Want: to fall in deep, true, love that last forever like in fairy tales.
I Have: the passion to sing
I Wish: there where no such things as diseses
I Hate: close minded, heartless people
I Miss: the musical
I Fear: heart break
I Feel: weightless when i sing
I Hear: Own My Own
I Smell: my clean hair
I Crave: sleep
I Search: for the perfict tree in a forest
I Wonder: what my reason for livng is
I Regret: regretting
I Ache: in my heart for it to be held
I Long: for a crowd, a stage, and a big, bright spot light
I Care: about my friends
I Always: have my head in the clouds
I Am Not: perfict
I Believe: in angels
I Dance: on the clouds
I Sing: for eternity for my soul
I Cry: to cleans the soul
I Do Not Always: think before i talk
I Fight: for what i know is right
I Write: whats in my heart
I Win: if i belive in myslef
I Lose: if i lose who i am
I Never: will not stay true to my heart
I Confuse: history facts
I Listen: to songs about passion
I Can Usually Be Found: in the clouds, under a tree, singing, or singing inthe rain ^_^
I Am Scared: that i will die not knowing love
I Need: sleep *_* ehe
I Am Happy About: Sunday's show
I Expect: to be happy with my life
I Should: try to keep my feet on the ground
HIII My name is Emily people call me Em, Ems,Emilio,Emilicious(lol anna)
umm.... I LOOOOVE LOTR! SO MUCH! Singing, acting, and dancing is my life I also really love art and writitng. If im not talking, singing, or acting, im daydeaming. ehehe
I really love sports too like Soccer, Football, Volleyball, Baseball.. all that..And sometimes.. i can be really crazy.. like really wow crazy... but now is not one of those times... maybe.